Bad timing?

Why is it that you fall in love with someone who does love you back, but cannot fully because he's not ready? Is this bad timing? Definitely.

Why is it that men are all over you and wanting to meet you and get to know you better... when you yourself are not ready, but they're nowehere around when you think: "Yes, future boyfriend, here I come!" ? Bad timing? For shizzle.

While in the first case calling it bad timing is merely an euphemism for "MY FUCKING HEART IS BROKEN", it might be rather something universal in the second one. Don't we always desire that what we cannot have and when we could have we don't want it? There might be some truth to that. All right, maybe a lot of truth. But sometimes we can't even see whether we would have come to the conclusion "Now, I get it, don't want it anymore", because things start to break apart before. We're still stuck in the "I want it" phase... and then, what do you then? You're stuck on repeat? For some time maybe. In the end, who knows?

Love,

Andy